Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Alone, I was lost today, I walked a lot today.
Together with the rest We played pool today, We watched
Yesman today.
Yeah... I had a "tummy-ached". Whatever.....
I guess I really dislike my CCA, which CCA has CCA on Sundays and Christmas eve? I don't feel festive at all, and faking that I feel oh-so-festive is just plain stupid. I can't smile when I see sick people laying on hospital beds, I can't smile when I see old people sick and confined to a wheelchair. Singing happy songs is so fake. Like we go there and sing and the next moment we're gone, heading to the entrance to take photos of the place we just sang at. I find that really disrespectful, esp those taken in the wards. We're not there for us, we're there for them, the patients. Damnit. Who really cares if we sang at NUH? I really don't like being forced to do things like that.... AH FREAK LIKE ANYONE WILL UNDERSTAND..... sucker
